Holocron Entry 16

I promised you guys a proper intro about me.. So here goings nothing!!
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I'm Andriee JainaSolo (It's not my real name of course, duh!) and I'm gonna be 16 in 7 months!! Isn't that awesome?!! I love Star Wars! It's the best movie(s) ever made!! Sometimes I feel lonely because people don't understand me and I like to have fun all the time!
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The X-Wing series taught me many things that I can apply to daily life. I <3>

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I'm having best friend issues due to something unfortunately dumb that took place yesterday but I think that right now, my best buddy is Joshua! He's a Star Wars fan too. I still remember how we met: It was during a boring Design and Technology lesson and I was doodling TIE fighters on my worksheets while chatting with another awesome friend, Jordon, and Joshua pretty much borrowed my worksheet with the TIE fighter drawing on it and added a Death Star to my doodle.. We didn't become instant friends yet but I felt a connection to him.. I dunno but usually when I get this feeling I know that that person will become a best friend in the end. I had that same feeling with Denise and Amanda, two Primary school friends (who I sadly say have gotten distant with..) but we eventually because best friends.

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I had a mini argument with him a month back but everything is cool now. Cos I solved the issue diplomatically with no X-Wing squadrons and Mon Calamari cruisers attacking Joshua's house (at least I think I did not unknowingly send a fleet.. or did I??). So we're cool and he's the bestest friend any Star Wars fan could have!!

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Cos this is what we talk about on a random day:

*I'm taking down notes in class*

Joshua: WEDGE IS COOL!!

Me: CORRAN IS COOLER!

And we'll start arguing who is cooler!

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Or in PE lesson last year:

Teacher: *scolding us for not running in volleyball* So you want the world to explode than you'll run issit?!!

Me: *to Joshua* She didn't purchase a Death Star so the world can't explode!!

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I have other friends too but the list is to long to type out. So may be you'll get to find out more about me in future posts?? And I promise that no more vulgarities such as the F-word with appear in them.. Well, at least I try to vent my anger with proper words, I hope..

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Another important fact about me:

I BECAME A STAR WARS FAN 4 DAYS BEFORE MY 13TH BIRTHDAY!!

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Awesome isn't it! And I'm reading Heir to the Empire right now. It's an awesome book! Totally keeps me glued.

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So I'll be back here again soon.. Hopefully really really soon cos I wanna let you all know more about me! Cos I'm too AWESOME!! Lalalalalaaaaa... Hehehe! :D

P. S. Sorry about the ( ` )s in my posts. Blogger did not allow me to leave lines and I had to leave lines if not this whole post will look like a block of white paint on my mum's toilet bowl cover!

I prefer Chicken Wings to the Drumsticks!!

Holocron Entry 15

Oh my gosh!! It's Sunday... And I've not started on my homework!

Well, it's still morning so I have plenty of time to do it.. As least I think I do unless my dad decided to take us out of Japanese food like every other Sunday. Except Sunday where Republic Gunship come flying in destroying droids around my house.. Just kidding! Really, you believed that? Congratulations, you've becomeas obsessed with Star Wars as me.

I'm being very random cos I'm usually still asleep in the morning of weekends but strangely not today...

So.. Another important issue to cover today:
Should I let my blog be visible to all?? I really don't know. There are good and bad things of doing so though...

Like, I can let other Star Wars fans read it and I can make new friends from around the world (Star Wars fans most likely) but that means I have to reduce on vulgarities usage (that stinks..) and I have to edit some posts which contains some things that I should not say... And that'll make my blog seem rather fake.

So I still really dunno. Waddya think? Wait, I forgot, this blog is private there's no point asking air.

HELP ME THINK JAINA SOLO!!!!

Rogue Eleven out.

P.S. I wanted to say more but I can't think of anything that's not random to say. Hmmm.. I might be back later, you never know!

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Holocron Entry 14

I'm kinda bored now. My POA tuition finished about 30mins ago and I think I kinda learnt that Appropriation Chapter a little. Now I just gotta practice the format thingy.. (If only I had time)..

People dun believe that I have no time for stuff. They expect everything to be handed in on time and shit. Dude, I'm got homework to do, comic to draw, TV to watch, computer games to play, sleep to get, and fun to have. I think that sounds confusing but you know what I mean! Gaah, the nerve of some people (teachers..).

This weeks been normal. Nothing much that falls under the catergory of "Interesting" or "Particularly Enjoyable". It's just lesson after lesson after lesson. But they is one thing that made me furious..

FOOD RATIONING.

Motherfuckin' hell. All they gave us on Friday was a lump of hard Sweet Potato and a packet of biscuits. I usually eat a plate of rice and once in a while with a bottle or cup of juice.. How could I possibly be full?!! And there's this fuckin teacher that didn't allow me to buy a canned drink. Wish I could have said: "FUCK YOU! GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY WAY, BASTARD~!" Hahahaaa, then I would be exiled or suspended. Of course, I'm not daring enough to to that but I did cause quite a bit of commotion and several students did try their luck after me. SHOW 'EM KIDS, CRUSH THE SCHOOL SERVANTS' ASSES!!! Whahahahaaa....

And we had a fire drill.. Not much. We have fire drills every year. I saved my Star Wars book as always. My english teacher was like 0__O when she saw me take my book with me to the parade ground. Haha.. LOL.

'Heir to the Empire' is very important, ya know! Almost every Star Wars fan who follows the Expanded Universe books, comics, etc.. would talk about it. And I finally found it in Borders. Any way, the fire drill exercise thought me how to save my Star Wars fast!

I'M SO OBSESSSED WITH STAR WARS!! It's the Best Sci-Fi EVER!!

Um.. So I think that's all I have to share today. And just a reminder to you kids and teenagers in school: BRING HOME FOOD FOR FOOD RATIONING DAY IF YOU DON"T WANNA PISS IN YOUR PANTS LIKE ME!!

Rogue Eleven out.

I kinda wanna be Rogue Eleven in Rogue Squadron cos I think that's Jaina's number. I haven't started reading the New Jedi Order yet... I'm SOOOOOOOOO behind time.. Waddaya expect? I only became a fan 3 years ago. And Star Wars is the addiction of mine that has lasted the longest (longer than Code Lyoko) and is still ongoing cos the galaxy on the other side is just too brilliant and amazing!!

Holocron Entry 4

I was a little too hyper today in school. It's cos when I get sleepy or bored, I would get really hyper to make myself stay awake and have something to occupy myself with. I hope I didn't scare off anyone in school today.

And I understood a little bit more Chemistry in Science Value Added Program/ Supplementary Classes today~!! YEAH!

Funny Star Wars stuff I found on Facebook by awesome people:

"Why is there a lightsaber in your locker?".. Why isnt there one in yours..
~LOL!! I found this like soo cool.. :D

I want Lightsaber fighting to become an olympic sport!
~Yesh! I totally agree with you!

Meeting up in large places and having lightsaber battles.
~I always wanted to do that!! Thanks for keeping the dream alive!

Petition to change the relationship status from 'Single' to 'Han Solo'.
~Hell, Facebook really should for us fans!!

I WANNA PLAY A MASSIVE HIDE AND SEEK GAME IN MY SCHOOL AT MIDNIGHT
(Sorry, it came in caps.)
~It'll be really cool if that could happen.

But it's be even cooler it my school would host a MASS LIGHTSABER FIGHT FOR SENIORS ON THE LAST DAY OF OUR LAST SCHOOL YEAR!!

That's all for today.

P.S. I wish today could be a half day like yesterday. Cos yesterday was a hell lot of fun. Joshua and I sat on the swings after school at 11.30am and then we ate ice cream before swinging again. And my school practically owned the playground. It's for the public, I know.. But many students from my school were at the playgroud that I believed we chased away the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ kids (nearby Primary school). It was a helluvah time, man!!!

Holocron Entry 2

I just came back home from school. Nowadays, my classmates and everyone else in Secondary 4 have to stay back after school for something called Value Added Program. It's something like supplementary classes and I find them tiring but okay.

Joshua and I have talked out our problems with each other on Facebook and the matter of stalking is finally resolved. I'm so glad things are back to normal. Joshua has stopped following me around and we are still good friends.

A day or two ago, Christy, Joshua and I played around with the tiles on the scrabble board our school put up on the second floor.

It's so cool, isn't it. Credits go to Joshua for uploading the image on Facebook. It's a mixture of Star Wars and V but it's all Sci-Fi so it's still freaking awesome.

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I'm really happy Joshua understood me and took it all in calmly. The results would have been devastating if he got angry (which he usually does). Our friendship might have hit a stepback but I believe we made it through like how best friends would.

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School's been pretty normal recently. Had an excursion to the National Museum which sucked because I had no good friends with me during the trip as we had to go with our English classes. I really hate it now that I'm too good at English. I mean, I'm in Banded 1 while everyone else I talk to frequently and truthfully is in either Banded 2 or 3.

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I'm quite sure it's because I'm reading too many books. All of which are Star Wars, of course. I told you Star Wars is an essential tool for survival. everythign about life, I learnt from Star Wars. Whenever I encounter a problem, I try to solve it like how Wedge or Corran or Jaina would solve it. Everything I do has a part of Star Wars in it.

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Any way, did I tell you I have an obsession about Corran Horn? He is just so perfect!! CORRAN, YOU RULE! It's your biggest fan! It's me, Jaina4Eva!! Corran makes me want to learn and revise my Maths and Science because my mum says that X-Wing pilots did these two subjects. Corran is my inspiration! CORRAN~!! You are so AWESOME!!!!

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Sigh.. My idiotic brother is annoying me again. He's so hyper today and I creeps me out. He enters and enters and enters again my bedroom, dribbling his football and yelling nonsensical trash and every while and then he would try to read what I'm typing.

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Dude. This is not a private blog for nothing. Use your 12 year old brain! Don't tell me it's physically 12 but mentally 3.

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I had to call him a fucker to make him shut up and play with himself (not so but still acceptable) quietly.

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Other not-so-exciting things about school? Today is the first day of PE and let me tell you this. PE in my school is not like PE in your school. Fun, teamwork and nonsense. It's so not. It's torture. The teachers make us run and run and run for 1 hour?!! Yes. An hour! I felt like my lungs would have a rapture, ya know.

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It's not my fault that I'm a nerd. I can't help it. I'm near the top for English and Principles of Accounts and occasionally, Humanities and Design and Technology. It's in my blood. I really fail at sports but I think I'm quite a good student in terms of intelligence. Being a nerd has it's ups and downs. Sometimes I think that being a nerd is the best thing in the world and sometimes I think it sucks.

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PE is a time when I think the latter.

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I'm actually coming up with a exercise plan. Like may be my mum and I could run around the park in the evening once or twice (twice is not really..) a week. It would help me get rid of all that extra energy that causes me to go to bed at 2am.

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You must be saying "Holy cow?! Dude.. 2am?!!" while shaking your head.

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Any way, school will be a half day tomorrow which means I get to come home at 11am! That's so cool isn't it! It's all thanks to last years batch of Sec 4s for scoring really freaking well in there O'Levels.

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I'll post more in the future. May the Force be with you!

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P.S. Sorry for all those annoying little (`)s. Blogger won't let me leave a line in between paragraphs.

Holocron Entry 1

Are people out to annoy me? Some bastard who was once a good friend is stalking me in school and my mum just said that she wants to start being mean to me? What the frak hell happened to these two idiots brains?

I'm more annoyed with the stalker now. I can't have a single school day where I have the right to choose where I wanna go, who to sit with during recess, when to be alone.

I admit that I'm anti-social. But all humans need space sometimes. I with that idiot, Joshua, will just go away. He follows me everywhere!! Seriously! It sucks.. He thinks that I consider him a friend. I used to, last year, when he gave me space and privacy to roam the school grounds alone when I please. As a friend (or ex-friend) he should know my personality.

I shouldn't have given him a birthday gift on the first day of school. I gave it to him as a FRIEND. F-R-I-E-N-D. He probably took it differently. And now, he stalks me. Everywhere. I have lost my freedom in school.

Because he keeps following me around, my popularity level and my "people are friendly and open to me" level had dropped as well. You know why? Because people always see us together and make assumptions that he is my boyfriend (fuck those losers) and that we are a couple. Sseriously?!!! People?! What is wron--

Everyone will think that. It's natural. It's just that I really regret giving him a gift. No only did I waste my mum's hard earned money but it ruined our friendship.

He was a really important friend once. Mainly because we have a lot of things in common. But I have never felt any special feeling what so ever towards him. We are just friends. Merely friends. Why can't he except the simple truth?

He will never be my kind of guy. He will never be my Luke Skywalker. He's not my type. I know that he has tried to change in hopes that I'll notice his passion and nonsense. But, look, we do not share that special feel.

I admit as well, that when we first met, I feel drawn to him. His blurness and simplicity and all that crap. But over time, as I got to know him better, I discovered things about him that I simply cannot live with.

And now, he is stalking me!! Fuck this..

I seriously hate this all. Why can't he stop?!! He overheard me complaining about his behaviour several times but he doesn't get it!! He's so stupid and perservering. I hate this. I still think about our friendship but lesser everyday. Why must he be this way?!

Even if he wants to date me or something, this is not the way to woo a girl!! You don't stalk them! I've pretty sure that I'm not the only girl that will feel the loss of her privacy and space, you know.

Boys are dumb.

And I can't believe I sound like those girls in the park yelling how dump boys and other stuff are. Humph!

I said that out of anger. Boys aren't dumb. Joshua is. He wasn't then, but now he is.

I wish things could go back to how they were. Joshua not stalking me, just having small talk when we happen to be in the same place. I miss those days.. I really do.

I feel very loss inside. The loss of lossing a good friend, who I can almost consider a best friend. I still have many friends but the feeling of many friends around you will never over ride the loss of one.

I'm not really mad at my mum now, since she came into my room a few seconds ago to apologise. She just had a bad night at work or something like that.

Man, I just went straight into ranting and screaming the shit out of myself without telling anyone who I am.

Well, I won't tell you my real name because I want my identity to remain secret so as not to offend the people that I will or have talked about here. The second name I use in my Facebook account is 'JainaSolo'. No spacings. Jaina's a really great character. If you haven't read the Expanded Universe Novels and comics but are a Star Wars fan, then you really should!!!

So I'm gonna be using the nickname 'Jaina4Eva'. I'm going to be 16 this year so I'm proud to say that I'm a senior in my school! People don't bow down to me but the feeling of being the eldest rocks! I'm in two school clubs, Art Club and Chess Club. Occasionally, I help the Infocomm Club take part (and sometimes and winning) manga competitions. I help out in the Library Club too. It's fun, being in so many clubs and all.

I'm completely obsessed with Star Wars. Even my subject teacher know! School mates call me 'Star Wars' because you know why and my real name is too long any way.

I'm currently reading Star Wars: The New Rebellion and have not started on the New Jedi Order and beyond that. (I know I'm slow, but I only became a fan 4 days before my 13th birthday?!) So far, I'm read everything in the New Republic era that comes before the New Rebellion. Well.. All except the Thrawn Trilogy. I can't find it in local bookstores and I'm really out of cash. If I had cash, I would have ordered it from where ever (and that includes shipment charges).

So you know the situation I'm in in school and nonsense like that. So.. Um. Wait for a moment. I need to think about more stuff to share with you.

I'm not really good at studies and I'm in the last class in my level but I'm getting better at some subjects, I think. There'll be a mini exam in the last week of this month so I think I might want to try revising something later tonight..

I think that that's all for now. So I'll be back for more ranting, yelling, giggling, everything (as it says by the name of my blog).

See yaa!!

Edit on 13 February 2010: Joshua, if you ever find this blog, please don't hate me, I was just speaking my mind. And I think we are cool now, right? Keep it friendly, yea??